VintageShake

I can feel it coming on, This Eating Disorder. I can feel it in every time I look at my reflection. I can feel it in every time I casually flip over a food packet to read the calories. I can feel it in every extra sit up I push myself to do. I feel it in the rumbles my stomach makes, my dry throat, my headaches. I can feel it in every time I want to be the skinniest in the room. I can feel it in my thigh gap, my collarbones, my ribs. I can feel it in the weighing scales, and the stomach acid, the dizziness and the size of my wrist. I can feel it every time I pinch fat. I can feel it every time I'm too weak too move. I can feel it in every tim

Tunnels and Mazes Have got me in hazes And there's no escape for me So I'll let these walls be and all the weather changes And I'm thinking they are strangers But they're the minders of the maze This thing that gots me in its haze And the walls are high and long and wide Only one way out and one way inside Twisting and winding round and around Up to the clouds and down underground And then I'm still a little hazy This maze has got me quarters crazy But my heart is at the end And I'll watch the walls break and bend To see me heart and love again If only I could escape this maze That's got me in its cloudy haze...